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Friday, June 30, 2006

5:45 AM

sigh i hate parents.parents are one of the most irritating creatures to ever walk the planet.their screams,their nags which just drive you utterly crazy and soon a scream fight will just start and then a cold war will continue.now that is what i call stupidity.i feel that parents should learn how to keep their trap shut and only speak at the appropriate times.yupp that way there can finally be world peace and everyone will be happy people.owells soccer later,my new motive in life is to act like i'm one big soccer fanatic who just goes crazy once a goal is scored yea but still i only support CERTAIN groups.sigh i totally thought that england vs portugal will be one later tonight but sigh it is on tomorrow.i so cannot wait to see england get thrashed,that would be the sweetest thing.ok sorry that i'm just totally bias against england.well used to like them till i noticed that they cannot play soccer for nuts,yupp we need quality soccer in this world and not just a bunch of metrosexuals runnning around the field like a bunch of retards chasing after a ball.yupp take the samba boys for example,LOVE them they really do know their thing not only can they control the ball well their attacking skills,their fabulous defence and not only that they can jump.yes indeed jumping is good,they help you to get from one point to another quickly with not a second wasted.anyway back to my main topic for the day.goodness why in the world are all parents the same?first they will act as though they are just so involved in your life that you find out that they have most of your friends numbers however they managed to get them.next they will talk to you about your friends and make it seem as though they have known your friends for ages and after that one minute later that will suddenly turn back against what they said and start telling you that your friends are bad influences and that you should not mix with them at all because they think you should not mix with as they would say SUCH people.i mean seriously are you trying to insult my friends in front of me?as seriously i want to know what exactly do you mean by SUCH people?i mean what is with the SUCH?next thing why in the world do they always have to threaten you?by saying if you dont do blah i am going to call your tutor and say that you want to call off tuition as you think you are just simply too good to even want to attend classes.i mean hello?i was the one who wanted those tuitions in the first place so why all of a sudden you just want to act like the fucking good guy and start praising the butts off my tutors when just a few days ago you question their worth?isnt that just rather ironic.that is why parents will NEVER make good friends as notice the trend they have practically stabbed everyone in the back.tsk that aint what friends are for though.that is why i have learnt my lesson and that is why i do not trust my parents at all.i do not tell them anything that goes on in my life otherwise that same faithful incident would happen again.now did i mention BITCH!!!what a whore.owells that's just another one of my theories i guess.anyway i think my new lifestyle is working.i am so starting to love the new me.well my teacher called me up for a little so called heart to heart teacher student bonding.like what the hell since when was there ever such a thing.well she said that i am calm.hmmm so is that supposed to be a good thing or is she trying to hint that i am not working hard enough for my os.owells out of point but she insists that i need to put in at least four hours a day into my studies.gosh did i say that that is the motherLOAD of hours?that is insane considering the fact that i only have an attention span of one hour yeah i know i'm a sucker when it comes to studying sorry but ya that's just my brain absorption capacity.but still i feel such a great sense of satisfation today.i did quite a number of work.let's see i completed one whole entire math prelim paper,i revised two chapters of chemistry and did some mcq questions.hey mcq is still work ok so just shut your trap and let me gloat abit more.well and i went through manufacturing for geography too.yeah all in a day's work see that is not too bad right and come to think of it this is the first time in which i have ever accomplished that much too.must have been the so called wake up talk i guess.yea my teacher is going to be so proud of me.owells i might not be having tuition tomorrow,or so that is what my tutor called to tell me.she said she's going to watch soccer tonight and thus doubts she can wake up on time.goodness that's the first time in which i am actually hearing such from my tutor.ahhh now that is what i call new age baby.man i so cant wait for the show the fast and the furious tokyo drift to come out that is so going to be one helluva show.talk about the need for speed man now we're drifting.i like fast cars but i love fast cars with hot boys more.that is just totally sexy and they compliment each other well too.woots.owells going off for my soccer match soon.damn why in the world do they have such a dress code like no slippers allowed,no shorts allowed and you must dress DECENTLY.man i can so see my poly record getting longer next year.crap but i'm still going to wear my dear running shorts later.slippers?hmmm we shall see bout that again,i wonder will the help of a little plaster do the trick?as i just think shorts with shoes just look kinda wrong.the word SLACK just is not there and that is what makes it lovely.ahhh i feel lazy today and crap i'm going to miss sports illustrated later.i think that girl is hot and she's going to win the shit.HAHA.o and yea there's going to be a party at devils bar on the 8th of july.yupp anyone interested?it's by lifestyle bash.HAHA.how nice i'm helping them spread the word.HAHA.as damn it's going to be hot as the world cup fight for thrid place is going to be on that night too.soccer plus beer and company equals LOVE.

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